Have you ever had to make a choice that was so hard it took you a few days to decide? Well for some reason that is whats happening to me lately. I can't make up my mind lately, and its starting to drive me crazy. I just can't decide whats going to be best for me and people around me. I just don't understand why I can't just know that answer right away. All I want is to know what I want with myself. I want to know what best for me, but the only problem is I can't know whats best if I don't do whats wrong first. I need to find myself inside things that hurt me, so that when I come back around I will know what path to take. Everything will hurt at least once, but in the end you will be nothing but happy.
If there is one thing I try to get most in life its happiness. At all times my one thing I think about is whether I am happy or not. I don't enjoy the feeling of being sad at all, and I try my hardest to think about on good things that make me happy. I really love when I get that warm happy feeling inside, and I love when my happiness brings happiness to other people. I can't stand the fact that when I am or someone else is sad, It makes others around you sad too. I love making myself happy, and I have found really good ways to keep myself happy. I do have sad days, and sometimes I just cant stay happy. But most of the time I try so hard to stay happy. I hope that when I share my happiness, others will to!!
It cracks me up when girls say that boys are dumb, and then cry over them. It always makes me laugh, because girls are just as smart. Ya guys have no problem with hurting girls feelings, but girls are dumb enough t fall for their tricks. We don't really have a lot of room to talk when we are the ones that fallow them around like puppies. What girls need to understand is a young relationship isn't going to last forever. they have to enjoy it while they can, but be ready for when it ends. Crying over someone that hurt you is a wait of your time. If their willing to hurt you their not good enough for you. Any girl who is going to cry over a guy should know that its not worth being sad over. Be stronger than you want to be, and show that you aren't going to fall to your knees for a guy. Live up to our rep and be stronger then any boy will think you are!!
When I think of life, I think of good things. Life for me has never been anything but good. I have gone through bad times, but I try not to ever hang my head down low. I keep my spirit going and make sure people know that I am ok. I never try to point out the bad things in life but shout our the good. I love life not because its better than everyone Else's, but because I love what God has given me whether good or bad. I am not going to live off of all the bad things, but add on to all the good things. I believe everyone should look at the good, and forget about the bad. No one should ever have to live off of bad thoughts unless they do it themselves. There's always a way to be happy; some people just don't try hard enough.
